Shellshocked Communism

Reading CCRU 1997-2003, The Sacred Conspiracy, Graham Harmon's SpecReal, and Fanged Noum right now! If you have any book suggestions, comment, but I'm a bit busy with those few for now (you will also be ignored if your suggestion shows how unimaginably maladapted your brain is for any form of competency.) Also, don't expect me to give you a "reasonable summary." this is my work, and I can do as I wish with it. Read.

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Haunted Mound Hauntology
"I live, I die, I rise again"
Basic Information
Aliases	Add your own.
Alignments	Anarchists Communists
Ideological Influences
Influenced by	Tiqqun - "I call communism the real movement that elaborates, everywhere and at every moment, civil war." Anonymous (Author of Conspiracist Manifesto) - "So that it would be absurd to wonder if they conspire, the 1 percent who own 48 percent of global wealth, who everywhere attend the same type of schools, who frequent the same places and people, who read the same newspapers, succumb to the same fashions, immerse themselves in the same discourses and the same feeling of their hereditary superiority. Obviously they breathe the same air. Obviously they conspire." Georges Bataille - "It is time to abandon the world of the civilized and its light. It is to late to want to be reasonable and learned, which has led to a life without attractions. Secretly or not, it is necessary to become other, or else cease to be." Derrida - “... the central signified, the original or transcendental signified, is never absolutely present outside a system of differences. The absence of the transcendental signified extends the domain and the interplay of signification ad infinitum.” Jean Baudrillard - “the neighborhood is nothing but a protective zone- remodeling, disinfection, a snobbish and hygienic design- but above all in a figurative sense: it is a machine for making emptiness.” "Fall, don't wait for it I'm a Skin-walker, sleepin' in the forest We still in the night, still behind the trees Shapes in the dark, sing you 'til eternal sleep Sticks on the wall, sigil 'cross my back" + "Buckshots ring out, black wings unfold Box in the dirt where you decompose Chainsaw singing out invocations Trees bow down to my apparition Shatter my mind, dark vision in the doorway Claw my eyes, still see 'em in the broad day Dancing lights on the surface of the lake Me and Grave Man swervin' down the highway From beyond, fire walk with me Haunted Mound mythology Cast thy soul in agony Oh Deer God, forgive me" - Ghost Mountain
Influenced	Generouschalk0 thought (Anti-humanism) Rocksism
Character Information
Song	Sematary and Ghost Mountain - Goodbye Horses

"Heffalumps, prophetic ones from long ago
Haunted Mound archaic waste projected soul
Lie awake in shadow's arms
Disembodied voices in the dark
Deer God, it's gon' tear your soul apart
Hundred acres burning down in memoriam"

- Ghost Mountain, HEFFALUMPS

"Some say I am the worst of all worlds; hedonistic, violent, and childish. Of course, what these words mean and how they are applied to me is subjective to interpretation, but one thing is for certain; I feel far more free than I have ever felt and experienced. And I have a love affair with crime. It is an intimate experience — committing crime with a furious contempt for society and the law. Causing disruption and getting away with it compliments my desires for anarchy moment by moment. Nowadays I adventure all day outside from early morning to late at night. And with every criminal activity I am learning more and more about myself. In addition to accepting the fact that my days of joy-riding the fuck out of life will either end in prison or sudden death, I am learning to appreciate the present more than the past or future."

- Flower Bomb, An Obituary For Identity Politics

"The nomads that will dissolve capitalism are not cowboys but barbarians. Not self-attributed but a smear, the term barbarian was invented by Hellenistic Greeks as onomatopoeia for the blabber of those who could not speak their language. Lacking the capacity for reason, barbarian is used to paint certain foreigners as utterly black and without a single virtue. Not all strangers are vilified by the citizens of empire. Rather, barbarians have two defining characteristics: they refuse to be educated in the language of the polis and they act with a savage roughness that exceeds the boundaries of appropriateness."

- Andrew Culp, Dark Deleuze

Primary Aspects

• I like non-transaction and the beauty of desperate moments in a fleeting togetherness.
• Post-structuralists are nice, esp Derrida, Deleuze, and some others.
• Anarchy is a way of being, a wall of flesh, and a war march.
• I am totally cool and normal and should be trusted around elements of friendly fascism and psychopolitics.
• We should commune with the nature/machine until we are one with it/them.
• Not a true Derridean, like every Derrida liker on this fucked up website
• Concepts dance, desire runs like a river, echoes of past informalities haunt the mind.
• Abstractions under capital-industrialism manufacture problems 'only capital and industry can solve,' purely so they can be perpetuated.
• Unified/Post-Thoreau (see Source Documents/The Woods' Call)
• Unintelligible Hyperstitional Theory-Fiction
• Absurd Anarchism
• Anti-colonialism
• Surrealism
• Occultisms
• Xpiritualism

1 - It's a whisper on the wind..

We all hear it, don't we? The wishes from those that would invariably hurt us if they could, the delusional whispers from the alleys around us,, the invariable screeches? We must not embrace a static, nihilistic collapse nor wish it to consume us quicker- we must not act with regressive impulse, but we must strike back in kind. We must let play upon the tips of our fingers a spark. I want you to imagine between your fingers a small popper, those things made of paper you get when the new year rolls around again in the US, and I want you to imagine that pop. That pop is the damage to systemics, that is all us anarchists and commieists can seem to do- and yet do we leave this in this way? Or do we instead have ourselves imagine the confusion on the faces of lawmakers when there are no laws to be made, when the nonsensicality of the now becomes irrevocable? We should summon and sigilize a nonsensical absurd view of the present, not to farm disillusionment in those who are invariably that- but to instead form an absurdly anarchaic joy in conceptual play, allowing for the esoteric/rational, technological/natural, and unity/opposition to degrade into nothing but flow.

Have you ever felt profoundly undermined as a person by just the blatant absurdity of a situation, or as the aussies would say, have you ever felt like someone, or just the world, is absolutely taking the piss? This! This is the feeling we seek, not irony-poisoned post-modern slop, not over-justified meta-modernist "oscilation," just make everyone feel like you and the system around them is unjustifiably taking the fucking piss in an impossibly massive way. Make it funny how dumb filing taxes is. Increase the amount of hoops the lions have to jump until they're too busy biting your head into ground beef to care what their atomized identity is anymore. Make abstraction itself, science itself, "reason" itself, humankind itself, seem to be taking the piss EVERYWHERE, not because we have to change anything to make it that way- but because we can show the nightmare of modernist bureaucracy to be what it is.

Model yourself not to be ungovernable, but fucking unsightly, and make our governmental and economic system seem unsightly, unfun drabble in comparison.

to clarify

I believe that we should write and create crazy shit, schizo flow, all that good shit, but also deconstruct what makes ourselves ourselves, and by essence of that, deconstruct our own concepts. I think we should do praxis through various illegalities, theory-fiction, insurrection, and ungovernably breaking the stratifiers society expects us to pin into our flesh. I'm tired, dude, and trying to explain this shit to you people makes me feel worse than most.

Influences

Primary

• Derrida
• The Caretaker
• Deleuze
• Bataille
• Guattari
• Ghost Mountain
• Thoreau
• 4lung
• Rosa Luxemburg
• Fisher
• CCRU
• Hunter S. Thompson
• Flower Bomb
• Camus
• Fumiko Kaneko
• Discordianism

Secondary

• Marx
• Locke
• Baudrillard
• Land
• Meta-Nomad
• / Vonnegut
• Abdullah Ocalan
• H.P. Lovecraft
• Meadowsin's Basilisk

Relations

biodegrading hyperfags

Hysteria Thought - Your work is beautiful, your art is purely flowing from your mentality and your flesh. I hope to see you in the great beyond, wherever that is.

Marijuanarchy - You're really well read, and a fantastic parallel to me, even if you seem to still have central doctrines. I like your adoption of Post-Anarchy, but even in your chaotic spear-splicings, you find yourself lost in stratifiers, clinging to outside-ideas rather than unique intuition or fully letting yourself dissolve into glee. Do what you wish, and when you read this, have a nice day.

Venatrixism - I like a lot of things about your ideology, and a lot of things you propose are parallel to me, but why do you cling to Zero? Why do you cling to conceptual center, working yourself up over where your center of belief lies? Why do you still adhere to ideology? Why do you adhere yourself to conceptual labels instead of creating-destruction like you're obviously infatuated with? Other than that, fantastic.

Rocksism - I like your absurd anarchy, and your dense care for anarchism not as it stands but as a communization-esque process. Overall pretty good, despite some definite complaints I still have.

fossilite pseudofags

Baxism - I like your post-Rousseau. Maybe avoid Hitlerisms... I don't know, you seem to be a super-stratifier even if you seem to like egoism... I don't understand you. Why are you so ultstructured? Why so much ultracontrolisms? Good otherwise.
Hyperfascism - While I despise fascism to some extent, I find you to generally be only as bad as most of the non-liberals I disagree with on this site. You fuse globalism and interaction between nations in a way that doesn't make globalism the still-death it usually is, although I can't call you particularly a friend to my ideology either, considering you're a fascist. Ultimately, you feel like if Huey Long was how people make him out to be in the midleft that supports him, and I can't really neg you for that.

shitasses (nonferrous)

Vistulism (////) - I physically shuddered while reading your page. I would like everyone to know, when I say communism, this is virtually everything I don't mean. Honest Democracy, Technocracy, blind technophilia, All beaurocracy and misguided FUNCTION OVER EVERYTHING ELSE... It's gross and it leaves a really bad taste in my mouth. How will the worker grow his food if you steamroll his garden for a more "deserving" building etc. Regular progressivism is also meh.. I just really get an abysmal feeling from reading this self-insert. Probably the best possible implementation of the shit you're trying to do, so... whatever I guess.

Schumacherianism (////) - You worship concepts, just like everyone else. Concepts and spiraling, trying to rip whatever it is that is about to latch to your spine off before it gets there. Tell me if you want an actual critique, but I don't wanna dedicate time to something you won't read.

ferrous

brazlib - stratifying starkiller made of hateisms