I can't stand the retardation on mainline pcba so i came here
While i'm not entirely sure on my beliefs yet, i'll just put a reading list here if thats okay.
Reading List
Reading
On Human Nature - 
Edward O. Wilson
The Open Society and it's Enemies - Karl Popper
Read
not exhaustive
Brave New World - 
Aldous Huxley
Heliogabalus: or, the Crowned Anarchist - 
Antonin Artaud
Prison Notebook #3 - 
Antonio Gramsci- Prison Notebook #4 - Antonio Gramsci
The Doctrine of Fascism - 
Benito Mussolini & 
Giovanni Gentile
Metamodernism and the Return of Transcendence - Brendan Graham Dempsey
Dhammapada - Gautama Buddha
1984 - 
George Orwell
The Accursed Share: Volume I - 
Georges Bataille
Speculative Realism: An Introduction - 
Graham Harman
Society of the Spectacle - 
Guy Debord
Xenofeminism - Helen Hester- Finite and Infinite Games -
James P. Carse 
Simulacra and Simulation - Jean Baudrillard
The Communist Manifesto - 
Karl Marx & 
Friedrich Engels
The Poverty of Philosophy - Karl Marx
The National Bolshevist Manifesto - 
Karl Otto Paetel
Tao Te Ching - Lao Tzu
Post-Truth - 
Lee McIntyre
Capitalist Realism - 
Mark Fisher
No Longer Human - Osamu Dazai
The Setting Sun - Osamu Dazai
Conquest of Bread - 
Peter Kropotkin
Farenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury
Ideological Critique - 
Sieg Grun
Bloom Theory - 
Tiqqun
Introduction to Civil War - Tiqqun
Preliminary Materials for a Theory of the Young-Girl - Tiqqun
The Cybernetic Hypothesis - Tiqqun
Sayings of Confucius - Various Authors
