I wanted to say this to you on discord,but I’ve always noticed how after the pessimist phase in someone’s ideology there are only 2 ways to go:To stand still,to live with your past writings,use them as some kind of great achievements while you forget what you wrote and thought in the first place and let it rot and decay due to lack of revisions and updates.And then there’s this:To use the ashes of the former thought and rise all anew with the optimistic energy of creation. Seems like you choose the former.Good luck Also,this might interest you,an interesting categorization
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